- 1st time -

1st time we walk home without anything

but I know that they have actually won
won everything in them it is only dat they didnt get anything back this year
in WGSRCY, they are still the best
I have never stop believing in u guys
was glad to hear that U guys learn from the last few trainings with mE
are more bonded together
and u guys worked as a team

just take it as a learning experiences
we need to go to ground zero b4 we appriecate wat we always have
I believe we will come back again next yr
the confidence in u guys are great
with the confidence it is a MUST to come back next year

our dreams will come true next year

- Master Son -

sort of had a bet with Mok Yu Ching
so nw he is mY master son (shi fu + son)

he make it again this yr
bringing a sch which ppl thinks that they CMI into top 3 this year

his determination
his beliefs
his self-confidence
sometime even himself cant stand it

he is someone who says it and he do it
he just like challenges
make the impossible, possible
his fave phrase "impossible is nothing"

I think he is the only frenz of mine
who is VERY EGObut he is fit to be 1
if u will mE these period of time
u will really think he is F***ing EGO lor
but he had proved it today

it has also been confirmed dat he is someone who do thing have head have tail
although he split his pants in front of his sch
he still continue commanding
he dun mind being a joke for everyone lor

- Lost of Words -

was very disappointed today
totally lost of words

- Tired -

havent been blogging for days which is unlike jOan
have been very busy with school work
have 2 projects to hand in this week and both need presentation
and 1 next week which need presentation too
which is like...

saw mY exam timetable today
4 papers in 1 week
1 each day
dunnoe if it is good or bad

still left ard 20 days for mE to complete 14 weeks of lessons
and it is 4 modules, ard 30 chapters to complete in 20 days
and have some events going on at the same time
jia lat... really need time management nw

cant let mYself down
dun wan to regret if I am given the choice I dun wan

I think I will lock mYself up in mY room from next week onwards
unless I going sch or gt anything important to attend
cant afford to waste time liao

btw have u guys realised that the world is cuming to an end
with the raising tempertaure, raising sea level
and many others
I really hope it is not happening now
cos I gt many things left undone
havent earn money for mY parents to spend
havent say something to the one I love or once loved
havent find "the one"
and still have many "havent"

even though I still have many "havent"
but at time I hope I can end mY story here with a full stop
cos I am sick of mY present life
completely nO Life
maybe if I really want to put a full stop here
I will choose the best way out
EITHER disappear and live mY life again at dunnoe where
OR kena accident den lost mY memory and live mY life again
Which choice is better?
maybe time will tell

If jOan suddenly become very attitude
dun blame her
bcos she cant take it liao
If jOan suddenly cry
it is bcos she hasnt cry for a long time liao
dun ask her why

btw it is not mY parents giving mE any stress
it is the ambitious mE who has taken over
it has been some time since she last take over

- Presentation -

I think mY POM presentation is not as good as EOC presentation
cos I sort of "kou chi" when I start
shit lor
and mR tan seems very serious of the presentation

den when Q&A
I miss read his question
but manage to answer correctly after dat

Will do better for ECONS presentation next week

- Happy Chinese New Year -

Happy Chinese New Year to All...
Even though it is a bit late lah...

New Year Eve had mY 1st reunion dinner with mY ah ma
went to Singapore River HongBao after that
a lot of ppl lor
watch the firework when the clock strikes 12am
they were wonderful

den went to Chinatown
super lot of ppl lah
cant even move lor
but it has the CNY atmosphere

there was something abt the Buddah
den mY parents wan to have a look abt it
den we went to line up
and waited for like a hour or so

den mY familt's tradition
went to the temple at bugis
reach there at ard 4am
not so many ppl
den reach hm ard 5am
I was half dead lah

.: CNY Day 1 :.

woke up at ard 1pm bah
dressed up and head down to Jalan Kayu whr our shophse is and mY ah ma live
the TV entertain mE for the whole afternoon
until all mY relatives came
all came quite early
this yr our reunion dinner was Gim Poh Garden
cos it was Seoul Garden style so we named it after the restaurant... hahaz
this year we had ard 52 people having dinner outside the restaurant...
almost all mY relatives turned up
it maybe becos this yr is the last yr we spend our CNY in Jalan Kayu le
ppl who walked passed our restaurant will looked into it den looked outside at the huge crowd
so cool lor... hahaz
after which the children went to the back alley to play with their fireworks
while the teenages sat down and tok and played balckjack...
den the old ones sat down and tok abt the past
especially of wat happened in Jalan Kayu cos it is the last yr le mah
listening to their stories is so interesting lor
played blackjack and won abit...
hahaz...
send some of mY relatives home and reached hm abt 1 am?

btw this yr the theme colour was Pink
almost all the females wear pink lor
which includes mE lah
I wore a pink dress...
yes frenz... I wore a Pink dress.... xP

not bad lah
everyone said I slim down liao xD
next yr can have more hongbaos liao
cos mY pilot cousin is geeting married this yr liao
hehez...
and 2 of mY cousins are lifeguard lor
btw they are females
so cool...

.: CNY 2nd Day :.

planned to visit some temples today
but last minutes mY dad had some work to attend too
so no time to visit the usual one
but visited the one at TPY
hmm...
realised dat this yr is nt a gd yr for mE
so have to be careful... =X
had reunion dinner with mY mother's side
hehez...
so long neber see mY aunt le
and nw her tummy very big but she is only like 5 mths pregnant!!
and mY cousin Bing Heng is so cute lor
keep running ard and nw he can call mE jie jie liao
nw the table is too small for the 3 families liao
played majong with mY aunts and mum
they are all learning
so mY dad had to be by the side guiding them
so funny... xP


this yr CNY was quite OK...
looking forward for next yr CNY
cos will be celebrating the 1st day at the factory xD

- 1st Aid Trainer -

Had 1st aid trainer test today
hehez... I passed...
only 5 of us passed lor

basically I am lucky lah
den bandaging is easy
he dun care as long as we noe how to do can liao

The examiner is the same when I am a cadet lor
he only care abt CPR
and nt bandaging lor

den went PS to have our dinner
went BK... was like looking for 12 ppl seat
den have to join table
the manger nt happy
cos we some how block their way lah

but he show nt give us the attitude tone lor
dont he knows that customer is always rite?
Poh Huat and Edwin nearly quarrel with him lah
den we decided to leave
as u guys know
I tok in the attitude tone too

if U show mE attitude
I will show U double of wat U are
dun mess with mE

den went KFC to take-away
den sat down behind the mrt station to eat and tok
we tok alot
especially with the juniors
den Poh Huat and Edwin did the diff way of push-up
den Qiu Tong, Man Yan, Jocelyn, Khoo Yu, Yong Hock were doing too
so funny

we did a lot of funny stuff lah...
den we sat down to tok abt our future...
actually only Poh Huat tok abt his marriage
hehez...
must get hongbao frm Poh Huat b4 I married
cos he confirm marry eariler den mE... xD

den we tok abt campsite...
hehez...

very tired... I slept like only 4 hours everyday
and tml still need to give morning call to Poh Huat and Eusoff
and is a long day tml =X
still deciding whether to go sch on monday??? xP

-

just finished reading mY friendster testimonials
found something common in almost all the testimonials
want to know???
go find out urself

while reading the testimonials
memories start to flow into my mind
emotions started to flow in mY heart
cant imagine time has passed so fast

habent been contacting mY jNc
very long neber go out and chat liao
we had been buddies for like 5 yrs
so fast?
I just blink mY eyes only lor

so fast dat I didnt even realised
soon will be 18 liao
can go take car license liao xD

Amy is leaving us liao, in ard march
she is mY lover lor
still remember we did many stuff together
and we always eat bian mee
we are always so noisy in lecture together with carrie
and both Amy & mE will chiong last minutes for last semster exams

although you are leaving
but we can always come out togetherno matter wat
cannot forget mE hor, ur lover

Douglas: U better treat Amy well, if nt u will get it frm mE... dun care u police or wat... hehez... xD

MOK YU CHING:
U still own mE, mY testimonial lor, 2 LONG testimonials...
Dun cheat mY feelings again hor

dear frenz,if u still habent write a testimonial for mE, pls do so... thanks... xD

- lost track -

I lost track of everything
Time, Date, Money and almost everything
I cant seems to know wat day is today
wat I should complete today
watever and watever lor
I dun even remeber next week is chinese new year lor

dunnoe wat happen to mE
cant seems to sleep
dunnoe how to make full use of mY time
keep wasting mY time
haiz...

I MUST GET INTO CRM...
I DUN CAREZ...
I MUST CHIONG AFTER CHINESE NEW YEAR...